i'm hoping to dig out a little bit. i think going on meds is making me good for 12 hours then i flatline. it's only been a full week, but still. i can't do this going to bed by 8:00 shiz. i think my body's changed. like, last time, this wasn't an issue. but now... ugh. i'm zonked. all the time. can't focus, can't be bothered for shit. it's fuzz. gross.
hopefully stabilizing is in my future. like, near near future, fingers crossed. my mood is a bit better, but the headaches are not worth it. they sucked to begin with, but now my neck feels like a rod from the teeth clenching. where is this coming from? i see my neurologist monday... injection time. maybe that's it. maybe it's all worn off and that's my deal. but seriously, i can't go on like this. i just need more... life is not meant to be this shitty, even when i'm trying to help myself.
i'm trying, though. we even went to the bug museum last weekend. seriously... butterflies and moths and shit flying at my head. ya'll know i have a moth phobia. but i did okay. i did not hold anything though. that would have gone over the line. baby steps.
k. that's all. for now. i spose.



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How could I see the future if it didn't already exist?
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"Common sense tells us that the things of the earth exist only a little, and that true reality is only in dreams." -Baudelaire
*meows*
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How could I see the future if it didn't already exist?
noted
you
fancy
lady
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How could I see the future if it didn't already exist?
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How could I see the future if it didn't already exist?
They stopped at The Asylum's gates in wonder at the magnificent and mammoth complex high atop the hill. Fear quickly overcame them, and the parents gathered their beloved cherubs and whisked them away from the iron gates.
They tried to move on, but their efforts were futile.
13 rabid patients lept over the tall iron gates. They engulfed the family and began biting and gnawing at the children's tender little arms and legs.
What was left as a remainder was brought back in their jaws to The Asylum's chef, who has whipped up a delicious meal!
And you're cordially invited to dinner at The Asylum!
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Providing artistic therapy to the creatively insane since 2005
I hope all is relatively well.
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musik for the end of the world
i have to reply to your reply to my comment on your journal now.
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How could I see the future if it didn't already exist?
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